2012

  Quando era adolescente, houve uma pessoa que me disse: “se conseguires alcançar os teus objectivos foi porque colocaste a fasquia muito baixa”. Embora seja uma filosofia polvilhada de desilusões, também motiva a procurar sempre ir mais longe. Assim sendo, os meus objectivos para 2012 poderão parecer um pouco ambiciosos, porém, se a meta estiver demasiado perto qual é a piada?

  Além de acabar o livro “Vínculos” e as revisões de “Cicatrizes”, pretendo começar e acabar o projecto CO-TP, conseguir publicar “O Pergaminho de Fenris” e “Cicatrizes”, assim como ultrapassar a cifra dos 500 seguidores na página de “Crónicas Obscuras” no Facebook, alcançado a dos 1000.

  De modo a monitorizar estes objectivos irei também iniciar no blog o espaço “Writer's log”, um post semanal, no qual direi o que fiz (ou, possivelmente, não fim) durante a semana, no que diz respeito a escrita.

  Ao mesmo tempo, irei desenvolver na página de “Crónicas Obscuras” no Facebook uma ideia que tive durante o NaNoWriMo, que consistia num diário visual do trabalho que desenvolvo, no qual todos os dias irei publicar imagens mediante aquilo que escrevi. Poderá não sair nada de jeito, mas gostava de experimentar.

  E vocês, quais são os vossos objectivos literários para 2012?

The road so far: Balanço de 2011

  Confesso tenho alguma dificuldade em indicar aquilo que fiz como escritor ao longo do último ano, em parte porque há coisas das quais já não me lembro e outras que não consigo balizar exactamente se foram em 2011 ou finais de 2010. Um bom argumento para começar a fazer um diário de escritor…

  Seja como for, aqui fica o que me lembro:

- terminei as revisões de “Crónicas Obscuras – O Pergaminho do Fenris”

- terminei os contos de “Crónicas Obscuras”, “O Preço”, “Vigília” e “O Farol”, tendo apresentado ao público os dois últimos.

- comecei a escrever “Crónicas Obscuras - Vínculos”, após ter organizado toda a estrutura da narrativa e feito a primeira fase da pesquisa.

- participei pela primeira vez no NaNoWriMo, com a história “As Últimas Crianças da Caçadora”.

- organizei, de uma vez por todas, o Bestiário, a lista de todas as criaturas mitológica que penso vir a utilizar em “Crónicas Obscuras”. 

- aumentei o número de seguidores da página no Facebook e do blog de “Crónicas Obscuras”.

- participei em sessões de divulgação de “Crónicas Obscuras – A Vingança do Lobo”.

 

  Quanto a 2012? Isso é assunto para o próximo post.

Behind the Scenes: Back in the game

 Acabo o defeso e o NaNoWriMo volto a business as usual. 

 A não ser que sejam atingidos os 500 seguidores na página do Facebook, o que me obrigará a a dedicar-me ao prometido conto, os meus objectivos imediatos serão organizar e rever.

 - Organizar: acho que já está na altura de pegar naquele aglomerado caótico de apontamentos a que denomino “Dossier dos Monstros”, uma lista de potenciais seres mitológicos a serem utilizados em “Crónicas Obscuras”, e organizá-lo num bestiário funcional. Limando agora estas arestas e definindo de uma vez por todas as características principais de cada espécie e raça, pouparei tempo e trabalho no futuro. Para já tenho 120 espécies de Ocultos, veremos quantas subsistirão...

 - Rever: tendo passado 10 meses desde que completei “Crónicas Obscuras – Cicatrizes”, acho que está na altura de revisitar a história e dar-lhe outra limpeza, antes de procurar mais uma ou duas pessoas que a revejam.

 Depois? “Crónicas Obscuras - Vínculos” continua à espera e o projecto CO-TP começa a ganhar forma.  

NaNoWriMo: Done!

 Chegado ao fim do NaNoWriMo de 2011, resta-me fazer o balanço.

 Entrei para o desafio com alguns objectivos em mente, nomeadamente, aproveitar a oportunidade para desenvolver um projecto que tinha vido a adiar e para retomar o ritmo de escrita que perdi enquanto estive no Baixo Sabor.

 Embora tenha conseguido alcançar as 50 mil palavras exigidas, não considero isso uma vitória, muito pelo contrário, acho que devia ter feito muito mais e não me deixado distrair por tantas condicionantes. A verdade é que, a partir do momento em que a experiência com uma narrativa de high fantasy totalmente diferente de “Crónicas Obscuras” deixou de parecer exequível como algo mais do que mero treino literário, perdi grande parte da motivação. Em todo caso, prossegui e embora o texto não vá ter qualquer utilidade para além do próprio exercício que proporcionou, ajudou-me a perceber que os meus tempos de pura escrita livre já lá vão e que mais vale cingir-se ao método de planear cuidadosamente a narrativa. Além de mais, ainda tenho muito para contar com “Crónicas Obscuras”.

 A única coisa que realmente me orgulha no que diz respeito ao que fiz neste NaNoWriMo foi ter escrito 11112 palavras no dia 11 de Novembro.

 Quanto ao NaNoWriMo de 2012, provavelmente participarei, contudo, deverei fazê-lo apenas no âmbito de “Crónicas Obscuras”. E daí, veremos… Muita coisa pode mudar em 11 meses…

Behind the Scenes: Condicionamento

  Condicionamento: “Operação pela qual se torna eficaz para a produção de certo reflexo um estímulo que normalmente não o é.” Neste caso específico, refiro-me às condições que um escritor impõe a si mesmo enquanto escreve, por exemplo, expondo-se a ou afastando-se de determinados conteúdos.

  Numa conversa com outro autor descobri que ele, no período de tempo em que está a criar um livro não lê trabalhos de outros escritores, de modo a evitar por completo qualquer influência residual. Admito que tal preocupação nunca me passou pela cabeça e mesmo que tivesse passado, não me julgo capaz de tal sacrifício. Adoro ler e abdicar completamente de o fazer, mesmo que apenas por um ou dois meses (supondo que seria um livro pequenito), parece-me uma tortura desnecessária, por mais justificada que fosse.

  Isto não quer dizer que não me submeta a determinados condicionamentos para estimular a escrita, preferindo certos filmes, séries, músicas e livros, em detrimento de outros. Já aqui falei da influência de Er na minha escrita, pois, aproveito para confessar que um episódio desta série, normalmente, é suficiente para me espicaçar o “bichinho da escrita” quando este ameaça entrar em hibernação. O mesmo posso dizer a nível de leituras. Na minha experiência, nada estimula mais o cérebro do que a palavra impressa, mesmo quando o texto que se lê seja sobre a coisa mais secantes do mundo. Perdi conta das vezes que, em sessões de “marranço” para exame, dei pela minha mente a divagar para episódios de intensa criatividade literária.

  “Não receias a tal influência residual?” Nem por isso. Influenciado ou não, continuo a controlar aquilo que colocou ou deixo de colocar numa história.

  Exposta a situação, é óbvio que este condicionamento foi pouco condicionado, o que é o mesmo que dizer que lhe faltou um processo de selecção, algo que não creio que tenha feito diferença às obras de “Crónicas Obscuras”, mas que poderá não ser tão inofensivo no projecto que irei desenvolver para NaNoWriMo. Ver um episódio de “Criminal Minds” ou “Er” enquanto se conta a história de um homicida sobrenatural, em meio urbano, não prejudica a mesma, muito pelo contrário, até pode beneficiá-la, contudo, a questão muda de figura quando se prepara uma narrativa de high fantasy, passada entre sociedades tribais de caçadores-recolectores.

  Além da oportunidade de explorar uma ideia em stand by à vários anos, NaNoWriMo permitir-me-á também experimentar um condicionamento mais intenso. Não deixarei de ouvir o mesmo género de música que sempre ouvi, contudo, irei reduzir as séries a um nível residual e apenas lerei conteúdos escolhidos para me colocar no right state of mind.       

NaNo Filler

In a recent Wall Street Journal essay Block That Adjective!, Alexander McCall Smith discussed overuse of adjectives. He conjectured that creative writing courses are a good idea except when they aren't. He discussed overwriting - writing a mountain out of a molehill and using far too many words to make a point.

Well, obviously, he has not written during November, i.e. National Novel Writing Month, where to reach the 50,000 word goal in a mere 30 days involves an excruciating amount of adjectives, adverbs, and cliches. Trust me, scene descriptions can go on forever. Pour a cup of coffee - you live through the beans being picked.

McCall Smith protests the temptation to overindulge in words, "like a chocolate box with multiple layers." Good analogy, but in NaNo - bring on the nougats, cremes, and fruit flavors.

He clamors for conciseness. He desires sparing use of metaphor. What?

Is he insane? No, wait, NaNo writers are insane and we are abusing the English language with flowery prose. We are not letting our reader use his imagination. Oh well. Mr.McCall Smith blames Roget's thesaurus and demands it be put away.

NO, Sir - absolutely not until December 1st. At that time, I shall re-peruse your essay, re-read my work, and begin to pluck useless adjectives from the path of meaning.

NaNoWriMo World Series

The Rangers being in the World Series eats up a lot of time. I'm truly thrilled and excited that they are in the Big Show, but I'm actually watching baseball on television. Watching - not browsing a magazine, not potentially writing for NaNoWriMo. No, I'm watching every pitch and holding my breath. I have the vapors!

I don't usually include a lot of personal pics in this blog. My emphasis is on writing and the arts, but we got to attend Game 4 on Halloween - October 31st 2010 (thanks to my most generous boss). Rangers in the World Series. Well, they lost, but it was still thrilling and my first chapter will involve attendance at the ballpark. It might be a throwaway chapter, but it's fresh in my mind - the crowds, the sea of red and blue, the absolute chills during the anthem and seeing two former Presidents - George Sr. and George Jr. throwing the first pitch to Nolan Ryan (our hero owner).

My husband, Ray, has been a Ranger fan before they were Rangers. Here he's a total tourist complete with purchased World Series caps. No coupons involved. Full price, baby. We helped the Arlington economy and that's the true American spirit.

Two hours before first pitch and we watched batting practice. The stands were full, the energy over the top, and it wasn't raining or snowing. Halloween and blue skies.

Folks calling out Go Rangers! or Go Giants! united to shout USA! USA!

God Bless America, God Bless baseball, and Hooray for the Rangers season. It gave me something to write about.

NaNo Winner 2009 - "First Jump"

50,434 words. Novel name is "First Jump" and I like it. I wrote the last words and cheered. It's been an exhilarating twenty nine days - yep, one day early. Whew!

My fingers aren't bleeding, and it seemed proper to finish it on a dark and stormy day. Now what's next?

It needs to simmer and stew a bit. I know I have some timing issues, and maybe hair colors to change. Um, a few confused names and plot lines. But the bones are there for 2010 - rewrite, then rewrite some more. Edit, critique, and re-write even more.

Aim for publishing. Guess I have a New Year's goal. Time to jump!

Documentary Friday and Only 5000 Words to Go

Only 5000 words to go to hit my NaNo goal of 50K. I'm typing furiously, but I also take breaks. Decided it was documentary Friday, and I rented two small films. Both different and yet very much alike as they follow two men with dreams, who see their version of art as a challenge, and both achieve their goals.

Valentino: The Last Emperor is about Valentino the haute couture fashion designer who celebrated his 45th year in the industry. As a boy in Italy he watched Hollywood movies and desired to design dresses for the Ziegfield girls - Hedy Lamarr and Lana Turner. He worked hard and ultimately created his own line. Soon Audrey Hepburn, Jackie Kennedy, and Princess Diana were clients.

Known for using red, for splendid draping, and for elegance, Valentino is synonomous with quality. The movie introduces us to his team of seamstresses and we witness the skill and attention to detail. Everything is handsewn and monitored by Valentino.

The film also follows behind the scenes money issues and unfortunately we see why Valentino retires. Instead of family owned, it becomes a conglomerate and the fashion money is made on accessories, perfumes, and handbags. It's not about the dresses - the true dreams and creations of Valentino.

Another man with a dream, a high flying dream, Phillipe Petit is a high wire walker who planned and executed the most daring walk of all - between the Twin Towers. Sure enough in 1974, he and his team eluded security, hauled equipment in a freight elevator, and 104 floors above New York, Petit walked a wire. He allowed for the wind, the twist of the wire, and the sway of the buildings. Man on Wire is fascinating. Who would do such a thing? And yet, when he talks about his dreams, it makes sense. Why not balance high above the earth between two objects? To him, it was a challenge and a thing of art.

So that's the key between the two men and the two films - dreams, challenges, and art. Creation and execution of art. Truly inspiring.

Now, for me, only 5000 words to go for....dare I call it? Art?? !!

Talking Turkey plus NaNo

Sometimes you just have to declare it's Thanksgiving. Work schedules, custody schedules, traveling, in-laws, outlaws, and any other life excuse can get in the way of a family gathering. Thus, Sunday, Nov. 15 we had a feast (see above -Ray's Norman Rockwell turkey) and then visiting and of course, a Cowboys game (oops. They lost). This cut into my NaNo writing schedule, but I crammed out words last night and hit the halfway mark at 25K words. My book takes place in the summer and even I won't declare Thanksgiving when it's in the 90s. I might be writer crazy, but I'm not insane.

Saturday, I was out to the arboretum for a chocolate class (yum). Did make time to view gorgeous colors and be re-inspired since my story begins there.

Again, pumpkins and fall colors will not be a part of the book's descriptive pictures, but the Dallas arboretum is inspirational nonetheless.

Back to Sunday. Observed a 15 month old (Makyla) toddle about and the little arms can reach a mile, the little legs can maneuver pretty well. A little tipsy at times, but recovery time is quick. However, I believe I have the details down for my little protagonist and her foray near (and into) the lily pond. Teaser - Dylan, Jay or Summer, or Allie, Terri, Tom or Brooke.....their stories are building. All good people with foibles and anxieties and maybe a few have a fear of water.

I'm not sure what's going to happen..........but it's getting good.

NaNo - 13,772 words

It's been a week and I've stayed on task. Actually I'm ahead with 13,772 words to my novel. I've decided the working title is First Jump. I checked Amazon and that exact title did not exist.

I've learned a lot since last year's NaNo Experience. I have less characters to keep on the move. Last year I was afraid to not have enough action or drama for the month and so I had the story stuffed with too much. I lost track of and interest in some of the people. I dragged them along, but they were dead weight.

This year, I have Dylan, a family of four (that includes the "evil" (at least in Allie's mind) stepmother), and a young couple - Jay and Summer. They were all at the arboretum on that fateful August day for Julie Lin, age two. She's currently floating face down in the lily pond.

Back story time - April/May: Poor Dylan can't catch a dating break. He's bumbling about and certainly doesn't seem capable of saving the child. Jay and Summer just broke up in Ft.Worth. What happened and how will they get together again by August to be at the arboretum discussing wedding plans?

And Allie - my artistic Goth teen who keeps rolling her eyes and sighing at Terri, the stepmom. She has spunk. She's feisty. She's popped into Dylan's storyline and also was at the Ft.Worth water gardens when Jay and Summer strolled by.

It's almost time for her April/May story. I've got lots of words to type and character flaws to expose.

Who are you rooting for to save Julie? Who will jump first?

NaNo - over 7000 words

This picture just gives my readers something to look at. So, day Four of NaNoWriMo and I still like my story. We'll see what happens by day 23 - ha. I'm at 7128 words. The goal for Day 4 is 6668 words, so I'm ahead. It's difficult to cram in 1667 words in a day. I don't set my alarm like some friends and type way early. Ray would kill me.

I type all day at work. Non-stop report documentation. I get home and don't want to sit at the computer. I go for a walk, crunching on acorns and admiring fall foliage. I read a bit (The Defector by Daniel Silva - good thriller) Then I turn on the stereo, crack the knuckles, and buckle down.

So, little Julie Lin is face down in the lily pond. Who, if anybody jumps in to save her? Hmmm.

I'm currently exploring Dylan's life. He's 40, a widower, and trying to get back into the dating pool. He's clutzy, clueless, and hapless. Would he have the guts to jump in and save the child. So far, it certainly doesn't look possible. BUT, Dylan's a good guy. Maybe there's an underlying hero.

We'll find out together.........NaNo is an adventure. I have a tentative outline. One more day of Dylan's April/May backstory. Then we move on to Jay and Summer, our engaged couple. They are lurking - both spoiled brats who want Dylan out of the way.

Typing furiously. So far, so good.

Vanquish the Fear - NaNoWriMo

November 1st, National Novel Writing Month begins and I'm already procrastinating by using my time to post this blog. But that's the way writing goes sometimes. The goal is 50,000 words in one month. 1667 words per day for thirty days. At the end of November, I should have the bones of a book - some characters, some plot, a story arc, and hopefully an ending. I wrote 50K last year, but never did arrive at a conclusion.

I will tell you this, my novel shall begin at the arboretum, and a toddler falls into a pond like this while trying to reach a water lily. What is her fate? Or is the focus on all the people in that area at that exact moment?

Stay tuned and wish me luck.

NaNoWriMo Prep - Voyeurism

What better way to prepare for NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) which begins November 1st, than to walk through other people's backyard gardens?

This is legitimate voyeurism. Pay admission (Garden Conservatory's Open Days Garden Tour) and enjoy other people's hard work, vision, and nature. (and obviously an affinity for Skyy Vodka's blue bottles)

Highland Park, Dallas; Lakewood area, North Dallas - we followed maps and checked off the list. I really liked this sculpture, but couldn't fit it into my purse. This was research. Possible settings, potential characters - who lives in these homes? Are they happy? (My guess is yes - they are coping quite well) And if I write a murder mystery, where would I tuck the body?

Perhaps this gated door holds a clue...

This sculpture sums it up - curiousity. This quote sums up the 50,000 word task ahead:

I love being a writer. What I can't stand is the paperwork. Peter De Vries, 1957

Fall Fables

Need to get out the thesaurus to come up with better words or colors for a poem or ode to the arboretum. Plus a fall setting to start a book is upbeat and then we encounter the first hardship - winter. Fix a cup of tea and stir the pot or plot.

Plucky purple. Surely I can incorporate a description of this bounty into my November NaNoWriMo - that's National Novel Writing Month
and I'm using October to jot some notes and rev the engines. Last year I started writing with no clue and I'm still writing the end to the darn mess. However, for this next novel, I have a plan.

Yeah, and maybe there'll be a wedding in my book. I just attended a fall wedding and the colors, table decor, and leaf motif were splendid. I was also inspired by the tasty spice cake. Plenty of fall fables to tell, and perhaps a cake to bake.